two or three days ago

still dont know why i had that weird numbing brain shock wednesday night and after that few seconds i felt something wrong and its not me. i just had to go outside for some reason and look at the sky and seeing the stars just calmed me down. i swear i might be going crazy.

"you can choose how you love"

Universe revealing it's secret in my dream(i hope)

A couple of days (and im not making this up) had me drifting/thinking, while working at work and driving, from this weird dream i had. In the dream i was at a physics convention and in front of people preaching about my theory, on how the concept of symmetry is related to time travel, go ahead and laugh i know. Even the people in the building were laughing, saying things and shaking head in disagreement. i can still remember feeling heart broken in why people don't understand me or not acknowledging that i might be into something. But whats weird is that i said the concept in details, i woke up that day trying to remember the detailed part of the dream. where i explained the concept of symmetry of what or what the symmetry is, which could conceive traveling through time and space or "spacetime". that is what i've been trying to remember, which still bugs me day to day. that same day though, i looked up "symmetry" pictures of it and even mathemathical equations and from the looks of it, i have no idea where to even begin, i need help; the math is gonna kill me the most. i believe from that dream i've stumbled upon something, something i really want to solve. feels as if the universe is whispering to me and that the detailed part is my quest to unlock this theory. I'll work on this idea tile i figure it out! i just hope it ain't a meaningless dream a meaningless hope a waste of time. God help me.

whats in a title?

im in love with this song



want the mp3? i gotchu!
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Today:

was planning on going to the gym at 8:30am. got lazy and i am about to take a nap in afew becuz i have slave work later tonight from 2pm to 10pm. for some reason i can feel that it is going to be a slow shhmudder pluckin day and maybe a couple of douche bags might show up but no worries i'll reverse their douche baggery reflexes and make them eat their own shiyet. enough about recess, teddy bears and hot coco. i will be returning back to my studies march 1st which in time, my life will be darken by studying and working, their goes my FREEDOM! William Wallace. LA BOO YA!!! lol. ok, i should end this malarkey before i make up some more creative chicken scratch! bye xanga!

herro xanga! i mean blogger. =]